Sunday, June 25, 2017

Interesting conversation...

So I talked to B and he said that he doesn't plan on getting a job when he gets out. My response to that was that I don't believe two people can survive on my income. His response was that I "have some things I need to think about then..."

Apparently someone has put this foolish notion in his brain that somehow he will be able to collect some sort of disability once he's out. I don't know that that is true. He has made some other remarks about being self-destructive once he's out so I really do have some things I need to think about.

We're almost at the halfway point of his sentence and I guess it is time to start thinking. I love him but I'm not sure that I can support him for the rest of his life and I'm not sure that I want to but what I am sure of is that his decision is completely selfish.

Anyway, that's the end of my rant.

I think I'm going to try to start back at the gym tomorrow. I'm going to set a goal for 4 weeks to see if I can make it to the gym at least 12 times, which is 3 times a week. I'm going to post this self goal on Facebook and make sure that I check in each time I'm at the gym. That way I have some sort of personal accountability.

Tuesday, June 6, 2017

Vacation... sort of...

So as I sit here in my gorgeous hotel room on this absolutely comfortable bed, I I'm a little bit sad that I didn't have anyone to share this vacation with. None of my friends could join me and not having a partner who could come, I did make the decision to come by myself. It was a good and relaxing trip but just feels a little bit lacking.

With that being said, I didn't not enjoy myself LOL I had a very good time even though it rained each day, except for today of course, when I'm leaving, it's absolutely gorgeous and sunny lol. I'll be back in September with my besties for our beach weekend and that will be amazing!

And now, it's time for the dreaded drive home... For some reason people don't know how to drive West LOL driving East toward the beach was a breeze but traffic was at a standstill so many times westbound and so I'm not looking forward to it at all.